Well, home alone... Rebecca left town today for week. She's spending time with family. And now for some reason when I'm home alone in my apartment, I get this sense of paranoia... Been happening ever since I learned, or re-learned, about the fate of my family... Dr. M and I are both sure now that part, if not all, of my amnesia is caused by that night. I mean losing your entire family in a single night... Dr. M speculates that is the reason behind my massive memory gap. But back onto the paranoia, it's probably only my mind eff'ing with me.
I think the news has opened a tiny portion of my mind... I can remember that house now...
A very old house, only one I lived in up to that point. That's most of what I remember, I mean I'm not going to describe it on this blog... at least not right now... maybe at a later date. I'm still bugged about the fact that I cannot remember anything at all about Christmas '97... I mean that was my senior year, and I don't remember anything... I couldn't of just been out of town... there would have been something... anything... at a later date to describe where I was... it's not just like the news would just forget about me... but that is what it seems like... The only evidence that I have that indicates that I was actually part of that family was the quote I posted a few days ago... that's it... That's not very comforting... Dr. M said he might have something to discuss with me after my appointment Friday.
Enough on this tonight... I should hopefully have something to say after my session with Dr. M.
Till then,
-Ishamael
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