Morning all,
Feeling a lot better today... Woke up on the couch though, back is a little sore...
Rebecca is in the shower right now, it was nice having her here last night. I needed someone to fall apart to... someone who cared...
Dr. M called me this morning, said he thinks he is getting close to some information pertaining to me and my whereabouts that night. He'll let me know more at my session next Monday, if he evens finds anything... I seem to be a ghost during the entire holiday season that year... there is no information regarding me, in anything... It's strange... like I just disappeared for 3 weeks... hopefully he will find something... anything... it's really starting to bug me that i was nowhere to be found at all when my family died.... some of you may still be having doubts that they were my family... but considering the hit I took after Dr. M told me this... I have very high doubts that they weren't...
That's just not something you feel every time you hear about people's deaths... it's not a normal reaction... so regarding that, I know my family is dead... gone... I'm basically here in this world alone...
About those 3 weeks, Rebecca didn't hear from me for the entirety that time... like I said, it was like I just disappeared.
Enough on that for this morning, Rebecca got out of the shower so I need to go get ready for work.
Until later,
-Ishamael
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