Doubts

Well, Rebecca got here about 30 mins ago. We were talking about the... past 4 months and got onto the subject of why neither she nor Dr. M called the police when they had no idea where I was. Turns out Rebecca suggested that to Dr. M, who immediately turned down the idea. Based on the fact that I was probably just trying to escape from my life, and to not worry about it. I don't like that one bit, and I'll probably bring that up tonight in my session and see what Dr. M has to say for himself.

That wasn't even the only time she raised fear about me being gone. But every single time Dr. M told her to stop worrying about it. That I would turn up eventually. Which obviously rang true given my presence currently. It seems to me though that Dr. M really isn't concerned about me as a person, just me as a patient/mystery. I'm starting to have doubts about my relationship with Dr. M. I think it may be time to find a new psychiatrist. Well, Rebecca just told me to hurry up. So,

Until next time,

-Ishamael