You know how disorienting it is when you wake up one day and can't remember 4 months of your life? It's completely horrible. Especially coupled on the facts of my current condition of amnesia. This loss of time is really starting to get on my nerves. But... sadly... there is nothing I can do about it. At this point in time at least. Enough on that.
Called both Rebecca and Dr. M up today, both were ecstatic to hear from me. Rebecca came over and broke down into tears when she saw me. She was extremely worried about me and it definitely showed in her emotions. I feel so bad, even though I know I could't control what happened. I just hate seeing her like that, it cuts deep. But it shows she truly cares about me, which is something I direly need in this time of my life.
Now Dr. M was... a tad more mellow... and he jumped right back to business. Didn't like that too much but oh well. What am I to do? He scheduled a session for Wednesday night. His last session of the day, which is odd because he has never done that before regarding the fact of if we bring something to the surface. Maybe he's just helping me get my bearings of this routine back. Get me comfortable with him again. He also mentioned he wanted to try his new therapy again. Though this time Rebecca will be there. I really don't have much to say... as is apparent by this post. So, before I bore you guys,
Until next time,
-Ishamael
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