Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Computer Problems

I hate computer problems... perfect thing to come back to after a great weekend. Get home and just bango! Computer won't work. I got it all sorted out today but still... it gets on my nerves. I mean its just not very fun when you have to tear apart your computer to try to figure out what happened when you were gone. Gah... enough on that.

The session with Dr. M went well, nothing really of note. Told him about my little entry before. Let's just say he was ecstatic with the results of his new treatment. He was practically tripping over his words the rest of the appointment. He could not wait to treat me again. He's quite curious about what will come up next. Can't say I feel the same though. I'm a little nervous considering how vivid the memory is. About that... over the weekend I actually remembered that instance consciously. It was not fun... at all. The immense depression of witnessing my family's death washed over me in the middle of a store in Tahoe. I collapsed, weeping. Rebecca rushed over to me expecting something really bad... and the entire store was just staring at me. It's not everyday that you see a 32 year old man collapse in tears at the store. So I don't blame them really.

Besides that incident the rest of the weekend was fantastic. It was nice just hanging out with Rebecca for once. No work, no Dr. M, just no worrying at all. Gotta say it was a bit cold though. Not that we weren't expecting that. Packed plenty of layers. And the beaches were practically empty, so we had almost all of them to ourselves. There were a few other crazy people out and about but not very many. That's pretty much it, not much more to say.

Until next time,

-Ishamael

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