She comes home today!
Rebecca is going to be getting in at the airport in an hour. It's going to be nice to have her back, I've missed her. A lot. The breakthrough Dr. M made has not helped me sleep at night. So it's going to be nice to have someone here again. She's going to be staying here for a few days after she gets back. Have some time to explain what Dr. M found when she was gone. Should help with my paranoia too.
The paranoia has gotten to the point where if I'm lucky I can fall asleep in my own bed. I'm usually stuck out in the living room sleeping on the couch with the T.V. on. It's not fun, and it isn't the paranoia of being watched. I'm just genuinely freaked out about the shadows in my house. And of what the hell happened to me during my 3 week absence. I've started calling it that, makes it easier for me to think about. I've found music helps, so when I'm at my computer I always have something playing, through headphones or speakers, and when I'm sick of my own music library, I've become fixated on listening to this: http://keygenjukebox.com/ Yeah call me a geek, and rightfully so. I am a computer geek. And on that note, I should probably be getting ready. Until next time,
-Ishamael
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