Confused

Well, Rebecca is back, for what it's worth. She's still not talking to me. No idea what is going on between me and her. We didn't have that talk that she said we were going to have. She's just been ignoring me basically. But Dr. M called today after I got home from work. He apologized for everything and wants to start up with the sessions again. Not sure that I want to though. Not while Rebecca and I aren't on speaking terms. I don't feel comfortable going without her. I guess I'll just see what happens though. Should all be fine. So, Until next time, whenever that may be


-Ishamael

Feeling Better

Well, as the title says, I'm beginning to feel better, mostly everything is gone except for my god awful cough. Not much has really happened, of any sort of importance, lately. Just was reminded of how boring my life is without work since I've been on sick leave. I mean I really have nothing to do... at all. It's quite pathetic really. It hasn't helped that Rebecca and I haven't really kept in touch since she was here last. So that has made it even more unbearable. She did call me tonight though, just to remind me that she was going to be gone for a few days starting tomorrow. On her way back up to Tahoe with family and stuff. She said that we would talk after she got back though. No idea what for. Making me a little uptight to think about it. I probably shouldn't dwell on it though. It's nothing I bet. So,

Until next time,

-Ishamael

Sick...

Well, even though I said I would post another entry sooner, that obviously didn't happen. To explain why... let's just say I've been pretty sick, with no hint of getting better in sight. I've been having cramps, most parts of my body are in an achy kind of pain, and this cough I have is going to kill me I think. I had the cough since about mid way through Tahoe, but I didn't think much of it at that point in time. Turns out I was wrong since I'm pretty sure it was the start of this wave of crap I've been feeling since the trip. Most food makes me gag, and I've been living on basically only rice the past few days... It's getting really bland to say the least. I've thrown up quite a bit, which also sucks a lot. Anywho, I called Rebecca today and she came over to cook dinner and take care of me tonight. She told me that she noticed my cough after I went on a short little walk by myself through the neighborhood where we were staying. Said I was gone longer then she expected, and when I got back I had the terrible cough.... I don't remember that walk at all... let alone the day she told me it took place on... I just thought the trip felt shorter than I expected, but I had no idea I missed an entire day... well, before I dwell on that too much... I need my rest. Hopefully I can kick this thing before Rebecca forces me to go to the doctor. I hate doctors.

Until then,

-Ishamael

Great Vacation

Well, Rebecca and I got back from our Tahoe getaway today. Must say, it was the greatest time I've had in a long long time. I had some unexplainable mood swings though, no idea why. Definitely wasn't long enough at all. Well I'm tired so I don't feel like typing too much at this time. I'll probably throw a post up tomorrow. So,

Until next time,

-Ishamael